Sunday, June 12, 2016

A Small Glimpse of Me: the Reason Behind My Antisocial Nature

To those who criticize me for being so antisocial: How can you blame me for not wanting to interact with people when people have become so ugly? I cannot bear too many social interactions. Why? Simply because I am a person with a big heart in a world full of traitors, backstabbers, and liars. I give far more love than I receive, I get easily attached to people, I care about people who do not even give me another thought, and I cannot hurt others the way they hurt me. People like me are not meant to be in this ugly world, where we are constantly lied to, deceived, backstabbed, taken advantage of, and hurt.

Every time I decide to step out of my antisocial bubble and get involved with people, I end up getting hurt which sends me crawling back into my haven of anime and books and animals, away from humans and the pain they bring. I am too innocent and pure for this cruel world.

Just felt like I had to put this on here so people would understand me and understand that the reason I am antisocial is not because I hate people (I assure you there is not a speck of hate in my heart towards anyone, and it is almost impossible for me to hate a single soul) but because I simply want to avoid getting hurt.