To those who criticize me for being
so antisocial: How can you blame me for not wanting to interact with people
when people have become so ugly? I cannot bear too many social interactions.
Why? Simply because I am a person with a big heart in a world full of traitors,
backstabbers, and liars. I give far more love than I receive, I get easily
attached to people, I care about people who do not even give me another thought,
and I cannot hurt others the way they hurt me. People like me are not meant to
be in this ugly world, where we are constantly lied to, deceived, backstabbed,
taken advantage of, and hurt.
Every time I decide to step out of
my antisocial bubble and get involved with people, I end up getting hurt which
sends me crawling back into my haven of anime and books and animals, away from
humans and the pain they bring. I am too innocent and pure for this cruel
world.
